# [[The Journal of Toys]]
A book we found in [[Tomb of the Unseeables#Study of the Toy Scribe]]. It was written by [[The Toy Scribe]].
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Journal of Toys
_This is journal is badly damaged by water. While a heavy tome, only a section in the middle is possible to read._
_<water damage>_ ... order is important. The Ticker requires that I ... _<water damage>_
## Monday Februrary 4, Third year of duke Whitewater
- The first lady returned with a female, about fifteen years of age. Cocky. Sent on to Ticker.
- The second lady returned with a male, about seven years of age. Afraid and maybe mute. Sent on to Ticker.
- The king returned empty-handed. Minor damage. Sent back to storage. Goes out again tomorrow.
## Saturday, February 9, Third year of duke Whitewater
This morning I had a nightmare that I did not uphold order. It made me wonder how long I have done this. It doesn't matter. Order is important. The Ticker requires that I do my part.
I think I have had this nightmare before, but I don't remember when.
## Monday, February 11, Third year of duke Whitewater
- The first lady returned empty-handed. Goes out again tomorrow.
- The second lady returned with a male, about twenty-and-five of age. Heavily damaged. Discarded in pit.
- The king returned with lone female. Healthy, but the Guardian below reacted to her, had to temporaily deactivate it to get past. I think there is something off with her. Sent on to Ticker.
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Same evening
The Ticker found the lone female is not human. The Ticker likes the new toy. I like that The Ticker praises me, then the nightmares go away. She tried to escape. so I chained her. I left the key with the Ticker, that way the little ones will not walk away with it.
I am instructed to remember BALTOPLAT. I must not forget. I cannot forget. I will never forget. I am not able to forget. It is orderly to not forget. Order is important. The Ticker requires that I do my part.
I don't remember who I am. I must ask the Ticker who I am and why it must all be so orderly. Have I asked before? I think I may have asked before.
## Tuesday, February 12, Third year of something
I talked to the Ticker. Order is imporant. The Ticker requires that I do my part. I don't remember what I was so worried about. I slept well.
## Monday, February 18, Something
- The first lady returned with _<water damage>_
- The second ... _<water damage>_
- The king ... _<water damage>_
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